"Why Can't I Be Different and Original . . . Like Everybody Else?" - Viv Stanshall
Wednesday, November 30, 2022
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From the True Crime Desk
The separate shooting at Atlantic Station yesterday was big enough of a story to get press coverage. That indicdent apparently started after a group of young people were escorted off the Atlantic Station property by security for unruly behavior and violating the area’s curfew for minors. Two groups among those escorted off site apparently knew each other and some sort of altercation broke out. By the time it was over, five victims, all teenagers, had been shot and a 12-year-old boy killed.
Police haven't said whether they have identified any suspects.
Last month, two women were shot at Atlantic Station ten days apart in similar incidents after being caught in the crossfire between feuding groups. And last January, another woman was shot there, again after being caught between groups that were fighting.
The gun infestation in American culture has now gotten to the point where groups of teenage schoolchildren are now armed and settling whatever beefs they have by shooting at each other. Second Amendment or not, we need some common-sense guns laws in this country to stem the tide of weapons in too many hands, as well as some better parenting to keep high-schoolers from packing a piece when they're hanging out with friends.
Saturday, November 26, 2022
From the True Crime Desk
Friday, November 25, 2022
Thursday, November 24, 2022
Thanks for the Last and Greatest Betrayal of the Last and Greatest of Human Dreams
Wednesday, November 23, 2022
Thoughts and prayers aren’t working. Neither is Congress. But something has to change.
Tuesday, November 22, 2022
Last weekend, an armed man in body amor entered a gay nightclub in Colorado Springs and opened fire with the same kind of semi-automatic gun used in Uvalde. He killed five people before an unarmed dad (ex-military) and a drag queen quickly overpowered him, took the gun away, and gave him a damn good beating until the police arrived.
We don't need "good guys with guns." We need more heroic dads and drag queens.
Monday, November 21, 2022
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Friday, November 18, 2022
This post is for my Georgia friends.
Please don't vote for Hershel Walker (R). If his opponent, the Rev. Raphael Warnock (D) wins instead, the Democrats will have a 51-person majority in the Senate and the yacht-dwelling, coal-loving, millionaire pictured above will lose his stranglehold on the Senate.
A vote for Warnock, in a way, is a vote against Manchin, or at least his disproportionate influence on the White House's legislative agenda.
That, plus Walker's just a fucking idiot anyway, and has no business being anywhere near the Capitol.
Thursday, November 17, 2022
Wednesday, November 16, 2022
From the Gaming Desk
I don't think the games necessarily got worse. I think the difference was within my own self.
Between January and June, I happily worked my way through Far Cry 6, the Mass Effect trilogy, Horizon Zero Dawn, and Days Gone. Even back then, I would have conceded that some of those titles weren't necessarily the best-written or -produced games, but damn it, I had fun playing them anyway.
Then I downloaded Fallout 3. I enjoyed Fallout 4 and New Vegas, even the widely reviled Fallout 76, but I absolutely hated Fallout 3. The missions all seemed pointless, and for an open-world game, way too much time was spent running around in poorly lit D.C. Metro tunnels. The NPCs were all forgettable and the gameplay mechanics felt dated. I played through to the end, because I'm nothing if not a completionist, but it was an overall unenjoyable experience.
And then last June, I started playing the critically acclaimed Bioshock series of games (Bioshock, Bioshock II, and Bioshock Infinity). I hated them. Far from the open-world format of many games I enjoy, playing Bioshock felt like running an endless gauntlet through a series of tubes, with little or no rest or diversion, and practically no direct human contact (NPCs were to a person all enemies to be shot or otherwise dispatched of as quickly as possible). As some point, after I, II, and about 80% of Infinity, I just quit. I couldn't find any motivation to even open the game back up, much less jump back in and continue to play.
It's hard to convincingly argue that Fallout 3 and the Bioshock games are objectively worse than, say, Far Cry 6 and Days Gone. The difference in my experience probably has much more to do with my own state of mind than the quality of the games. The games didn't change - I must have changed.
For a while, I went back to Fallout 76, picking the game back up where I had left off after the final mission and "beating" the game a year ago. I just roamed around the map for a while, my high-level character nearly indestructible, taking on the Daily Challenges and Group Events the developers came up with to keep people playing. It was fun enough - certainly more fun than completing Bioshock Infinity - but ultimately seemed pointless. What's the point when there's no longer any story or plot? It just seemed like putting oneself in harm's way for no apparent reason.
But I then went back to Fallout 4, another game I've already played through at least three or four times, again picking back up as a high-level character after my last completion. To my surprise, I was still able to find some locations and side missions that I had somehow missed on all my previous playthroughs or had totally forgotten altogether. Replaying 4 was more fun than 76 and certainly better than Bioshock Infinity, so I decided to take yet another run through the Fallout 4 Commonwealth.
First, though, I rolled up my sleeves and went back and finished Bioshock Infinity, because I'm nothing if not a completionist.
I read somewhere, probably a Reddit forum, that playing Fallout 4 in "survival mode" makes the game a whole different experience. The game has several different degree-of-difficult settings, or modes - Very Easy, Easy, Normal, Hard, Very Hard, and then Survival, the most difficult level of all. In Survival, enemies are 200% stronger, meaning most can kill your character with a single gunshot (sort of like real life). Health recovery after an injury is much, much slower, meaning that during a fight, one often has to retreat and hide somewhere until the Health Bar fully recovers. Fast travel is turned off, and as a result if you want to go somewhere, you have to get there the old-fashioned way by walking. And most significantly, game saving is not allowed, or at least greatly restricted. The only way to save your progress is to find a bed somewhere and sleep for at least an hour. And even then, if you try to beat the system by sleeping too often, your character comes down with one of various diseases, inhibiting your game performance.
It is indeed a whole different experience. You become extremely risk-adverse, as almost any encounter has at least a 50% or better chance of killing your character, and losing whatever experience you gained since your last save/sleep. You really have to plan out every fight, playing much more of a stealth/sniper game than in the regular Fallout 4 gameplay. And there's no reason to be a hero - in survival mode, if you see some NPCs under attack and calling for help, you're better off just ignoring them and moving on instead of charging in to the rescue with guns blazing. Your goal is to survive, not necessarily thrive, and what were those guys thinking when entering an old "abandoned" building (or whatever) anyway? Besides, whatever enemies are in the area are focused on them, and you can sneak away more easily.
If your ethics find those kinds of actions objectionable, then survival mode may not be for you.
On paper, the challenges of survival mode don't sound like something that I would enjoy. Why make a game harder just for the sake of difficulty? But in survival, the game becomes vastly more immersive. You have to always be paying attention, as any chance encounter can be fatal and ruin your day. By walking everywhere, you become so much more intimately familiar with the landscape and locations, and the relational distances and directions between them. It all becomes, in a very palpable way, to feel real. It's the most fun I've had with a Fallout game since I started playing in 2017.
All the walking and avoiding game-advancing missions slows the game down incredibly though. According to Steam, I've put over 400 hours into the game since reloading and I haven't even completed The Glowing Sea mission and met Virgil yet. I doubt I'll ever complete the game in survival mode, and will have to eventually overcome my completionist tendencies and move on to something else.
But at least I'm not in goddamn Rapture anymore fighting Bioshock foes.
Tuesday, November 15, 2022
Some people go out of their way to take the time to listen to new music because they crave hearing something new, while others like to hear familiar songs and are okay with having that experience only a few times per day. Please allow me a wonky, scientific explanation for why some people like new music while others like familiar music.
The human brain has two systems for processing music. One is called “veridical” and releases doses of serotonin when it hears familiar music that it already knows. As the process gets more and more efficient over time for a particular song, we call it “that song growing on me.” That feeling of joy or pleasure one experiences when “that song” comes on is the veridical system releasing serotonin to the brain.
The other system is called “schematic.” In this system, the brain releases that sweet, sweet serotonin when it figures out what is happening in new, unfamiliar music. It’s similar to the endorphin rush some folks experience when they solve a puzzle. It’s what’s happening when one suddenly “gets” why Thelonious Monk is playing seemingly “wrong” notes at “odd” times in melodies. It’s what’s happening when one “gets into” early Animal Collective records, or underground hip-hop, or Corsican polyphonic singing, or Indonesian trance music.
Nobody’s brain is all one way or the other, but some people are more veridical than schematic while some are the other way around. If your brain is primarily veridical, familiar music will give you the most pleasure. If your brain is primarily schematic, you’ll be constantly looking out for new musical puzzles to be solved.
A thought experiment: you’re stranded on a desert island for many years. You can choose one of two magical iPods to listen to while stranded. One will play every song you've ever heard and as often as you like, but will never play anything new. The other will always play something amazing that you’ve never heard before, but will never play any song more than once and you'll never hear your old favorites. Which you choose, and your feelings for and against each choice, tells you about how veridical or how schematic your own brain is.
Personal experience: A few years ago, I was at a show by Alex Bleeker & the Freaks. I was familiar with Bleeker’s playing with the band Real Estate, but hadn’t yet heard his solo stuff. My schematic system was having a lot of fun processing new melodies and songs, but during one extended jam, they started playing a familiar set of chords I couldn’t quite place. The band played around with the melody, riffing and improvising on the lines, without ever spelling it out exactly. What was that song? I knew that I knew it, but couldn’t quite put my finger on it. “That sound, what is it?,” my brain demanded. My schematic system was in overdrive trying to “figure out” what they were playing. Then suddenly, as the guitar reached the chorus, Bleeker started singing, “I’m walking on sunshine (oh yeah).”
That was it! Katrina & the Waves! Walking on Sunshine! The whole audience suddenly erupted loudly into cheers, so I know I wasn’t the only one who just experienced a double shot of endorphins - a schematic dose of serotonin from “solving the puzzle” of what was playing, followed by a second, veridical dose as the familiar Top 40 hit was played. Felt good, man.
Listen to whatever you like as frequently or infrequently as suits you. There’s no right or wrong. It’s all just what works for you and the chemistry set in your head.
Monday, November 14, 2022
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Thursday, November 10, 2022
Not only that, but it failed at its primary task and totally missed Mar-a-Lago, where Agent Orange was hunkered down riding out the storm.
Granted, Nicole should be downgraded to a tropical depression by the time it reaches Atlanta tomorrow, and the primary risk will be copious rainfall and flash flooding, not tree-toppling winds. But still this late-season storm feels eerily similar to 2020's Hurricane Zeta which nearly destroyed my home, dropping a massive poplar through my roof.
Hopefully, Nicole will be like the so-called Red Wave - or Red Tsunami to some pundits - and never materialize in any significant form. Since I last posted here, Wisconsin, one of the four, remaining seats that will determine control of the Senate, has been called for the Republicans, so the GOP now has 49 seats and the Democrats 48. As I write, there are three remaining undeclared seats - Arizona, Nevada, and Georgia. Incumbent Mark Kelly (D) seems to have a comfortable lead in Arizona while Adam Laxalt (R) has a slimmer lead in Nevada, but both states are still considered "too early to call." But if the current trends hold, the score will be Republicans 50, Democrats 49 with Georgia left to determine control of the Senate.
And Georgia is heading to a December 6 run-off election between Rev. Raphael Warnock and former Georgia Bulldog running back Hershel Walker. Georgia law requires a run off if no candidate in an election gets 50% of the vote. Fun fact - that law is rooted in Jim Crow racism, and was enacted to make sure that no Black candidate would win public office, even if that candidate had unanimous backing by the Black community. Ironically, the law has now forced a run off between two African-American candidates, each of whom received more votes that the entire population of Georgia at the time the law was passed.
What else? Oh, the Montreal post-rock collective Godspeed You! Black Emperor plays tonight at Atlanta's Variety Playhouse, where I've seen them at least twice before. I didn't buy tickets to tonight's show, but even though it's not sold out, I'm not going because of. . . the weather? Yeah, that's my excuse, I'm not going because of Nicole. The forecast has a 70 to 80% chance of rain between 7:00 and 11:00 p.m., and who wants to get caught in a flash flood or gridlock traffic?
The truth of the matter is I'm probably not going because of my mental state, but admitting that out loud will cause me to examine said mental state and what should be done about it, so instead, let's just say it's the weather and leave it at that.
Wednesday, November 09, 2022
There's an almost poetic irony to the late-late-season arrival of Nicole to Florida right after the election. Unfortunately, after it's through with Florida, the storm's track has it passing uncomfortably close to Atlanta.
The political Red Wave that the Republicans were predicting never materialized. The unconventional politician John Fetterman flipped Pennsylvania blue by beating the quack television personality Dr. Oz. The races in Wisconsin, Nevada, and Arizona are still too close to be called. And the Senate race in Georgia between the Rev. Raphael Warnock and former UGA football phenom Hershel Walker is virtually tied and heading to a Dec. 6 run-off election as neither candidate got 50% of the vote.
Warnock led Walker by some 35,000 votes, or 0.9% of the total, but still came up short of the required 50% + 1 needed under Georgia law to win. Many of my out-of-state friends have asked how people in Georgia could vote for someone as spectacularly unqualified to be a Senator as Walker over the experienced and erudite Rev. Warnock. What they fail to grasp is that voters didn't make an assessment of the relative merits of the two candidates. To many voters, apparently half of them, the decision was to vote for a Democrat or a Republican, and they chose the Republican, regardless of the shortcomings of the candidate. I sincerely doubt more than a handful of the most fanatical voters actually thought Walker was more qualified for the Senate based on his experience, intelligence, or character than Warnock.
A thought experiment for my Democrat friends: imagine that the 2024 Presidential race had Ron DeSantis running on the Republican ticket. Now imagine that by some bizarre set of circumstances, his Democratic opponent turned out to be, say, disgraced former congressman Rod Blagojevich. Would you reject the criminal history and questionable moral judgement of Blagojevich and vote for DeSantis as the lesser of two evils? Or would you hold your nose and vote for Blago, dispite his personal shortcomings? That's the dilema many Georgia Republicans faced.
As it stands now, both the Democrats and the Republicans have won 48 seats each in the Senate, with 4 seats, including Georgia, still up for grabs. Warnock's chances of winning are more dependent on the results of the other three races than almost anything else. If the other three remaining seats all go to one party or the other, so that control of the Senate is already decided, Georgia Republicans will not be enthusiastic about turning out to vote for Walker, a dishonest, pathological liar with several mistresses and a troubling history of abandoning his children and of violent behavior. Republican turnout will be low in the run-off election, and Warnock will win.
But if the run-off will decide which party controls the Senate, it will be easy for the Republicans to frame the election as a referendum on Biden's presidency. "Vote for Walker and put an end to Biden's socialist agenda." Political ads would tie Warnock to Biden, and as Biden is deeply unpopular among Georgia Republicans, enthusiasm for Walker would be much higher and be could likely win the election.
Red Wave, Blue Wave, whatever. In the meantime, maybe we should thank Mother Nature for sending Nicole our way. Someday, a real rain will come and wash all the politicians off the streets.
Tuesday, November 08, 2022
Monday, November 07, 2022
Nature Prepared to Punish Florida for 2022 Vote
Sunday, November 06, 2022
From the Sports Desk
Reddit photo by u/bat1939 |
The Georgia Bulldogs started the day ranked No. 1 in the AP Poll but No. 3 by the CFP Selection Committee. Tennessee was No. 2 in the AP but No. 1 to the CFP. Yesterday, Georgia beat Tennessee, 27-13, and will be the consensus No.1 team in the country and will also win the SEC East.
But wait, there's more: later that night, No. 10 LSU upset No. 6 Alabama, 32-31, in OT, handing the Tide their second loss of the season, effectively preventing them from winning the SEC West, and eliminating them from the Conference Championship Game and the College Football Playoffs.
Then undefeated, No. 4 Clemson lost to unranked Notre Dame, 35-14. With the loss, Clemson most likely won't make the Playoffs, either.
And as if all that weren't enough, the Boston Celtics set a team record for 3-point buckets in a game (27) and beat the Knicks, 133-118.
Exciting, isn’t it? One last ray of sunlight before the darkness of fascism descends on this fair land. Be ready to tell your grandchildren where you were on Nov. 5, 2022.
Saturday, November 05, 2022
Friday, November 04, 2022
Rat Bastards and Thieves
Thursday, November 03, 2022
This Message Brought to You by the Party of Family Values and Law & Order
So this is the current state of American political discourse, 2022. Inarticulate rage at the "other side," for no stated reason other than they're the "other side."
I hate what this county has become. I despair over what's in store for the future.
Wednesday, November 02, 2022
Tuesday, November 01, 2022
Billboard Off I-85 South of Atlanta
There's so much to be offended by in this divisive billboard, but the worst in my opinion is the unstated assumptions that the readers aren't themselves Democrats.
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