Friday, May 31, 2024

Fourth Day of the Icon

 


A unanimous jury found Donald Trump guilty of all 34 felony charges against him in his porn-star, hush-money, election-fraud case. You've probably already heard - it sort of made the news.

As usual, the press coverage has been deplorable. I'm so fed up with the state of journalism. Most of the stories give lip service to a bland, vanilla press release by the White House saying it respects the legal process and rule of law, and then devote the other 90% of their coverage to Republican outrage, calling the trial everything from a third-world, banana-republic, witch hunt to a rigged, Democrat-controlled weaponization of the Justice Department. They're giving extensive coverage to inflammatory remarks by Republican House Speaker Mike Johnson and Senators Cruz and Rubio, and I haven't seen it yet, but I'm sure Lindsey Graham (the South Carolina Senator who tried to have my Georgia vote nullified) said something asinine about the verdict in the angriest voice he could possible muster.

Very little of the coverage seems to address the possibility that the jury, having heard the evidence and the defense, correctly decided that Trump was indeed guilty beyond a reasonable doubt.  

Is it really so difficult to agree with the jury that Trump is indeed guilty, that he conspired with his inner circle to cook the books and falsify records? This is a former New York businessman whose company violated discrimination laws, failed to repay debts, and flirted with bankruptcy. This is a former president who impeded investigations of his 2016 campaign, tried to overturn the result of his re-election defeat, and refused to return classified documents he took from the White House. 

This is a man who's role models included former New York Yankees owner George Steinbrenner, a man who pleaded guilty to making illegal contributions to Nixon's re-election campaign and to a felony charge of obstruction of justice. He even stole his Apprentice "You're fired" tag line from Steinbrenner's t.v. commercials with Coach Billy Martin.

This is a man who's mentors included Nixon confidant Roger Stone, who traveled in business circles with Ivan Boesky and Jeffrey Epstein, and who's Trump Organization has been convicted of repeated fraud and has had its business certificate canceled and its entities put into receivership for dissolution (the "corporate death penalty").

Is is so outlandish to think a man like that might cook the books on a hush-money payment, especially in the wake of the Access Hollywood, "grab 'em by the pussy" scandal?

But the press insists on "both sides" coverage, giving scant attention to the one side that's the judicial process, the rule of law, and American democracy, and much more attention to lurid, tabloid claims of the "other side" that have little to no relation to the facts of the case. 

It's enough to make you sick.

Thursday, May 30, 2024

Third Day of the Icon


It appears that I am nearing the end of Horizon: Forbidden West and a case can be made that this is one of the best games I've played. 

Without looking online and potentially spoiling the experience, there's several reasons I think I'm nearing the end. The progression of plot suggests that most if not all of the major tasks have been completed, leading up to the final and climactic showdown with the bad guys. My character just reached Level 49 (of a possible 50) and the skill trees are nearly full. Most of the map has been cleared except for a few nooks and crannies (the map is initially covered by clouds, which dissipate as you explore the area beneath them). I've accumulated at least 90% or more of the collectible items.   

Also, and maybe most significantly, I've played 168.5 hours according to my Steam statistics. I completed the entire previous game, Horizon: New Dawn, including DLC, in 183.1 hours.

The thing is, though, I don't want this game to end.  I'm enjoying it that much. I know that when I'm done, there's a DLC waiting at the end for some more play time, but that's sort of like a limited-duration afterlife.  

Sure, like any game, I occasionally get frustrated. There are some ruins, for example, where it seems impossible to figure out how to obtain the hidden collectible ornament. There are some machines ("machines" being mechanized beasts, the principal adversaries in this game) that seem impossible to beat, that will absorb seemingly infinite amounts of damage and then still kill you after a 30-minute battle. And there are some overly long dialogs with random NPCs that make one wonder if the writers were paid for minutes of dialog.

But those are minor complaints and more or less universal to all video games. The visuals are absolutely stunning - this is one of the most beautiful games I've ever played. There have been moments in the game where I just stopped playing in order to stare and take in the landscape and scenery around me.  Screenshots don't do the scenery justice - motion seems to be necessary to fully enhance the 3-D imagery. 

There are whole days where I've played without completing a single quest, task, subtask, or errand and  done nothing but explore the open-world environment. In fact, it may not have been a great game, but if it consisted of nothing more than exploring the environment, it still would have been an interesting experience.   

And the ludic quality of gameplay is quite satisfying - not too easy to be boring (usually) and not so difficult as to be frustrating (most of the time). And there's something so satisfying to me about the metallic sound of a 10-ton mechanical beast hitting the ground after battle. 

Most of the battles are puzzles of a sort, too. To defeat some enormous mecha-beast, you don't just stand there and fire arrows. You need to recon the situation, find the best available cover and protection, don the appropriate armor for the type of damage the beast inflicts, select the right ammo for the beast's weaknesses, and come up with a game-plan strategy. Attack from behind this rock, lure the beast into a trap over there, follow-up with different ammo, and then finish it off with a charged-up power strike. It's so satisfying when it all works and the beast comes down with a thunderous crash of metal on rock.

You have to experience it to understand the thrill.

Anyway, the point here is that the Gaming Desk wants to advise you that if you enjoy playing video games, check out Horizon: Forbidden West

Wednesday, May 29, 2024

Second Day of the Icon

Following the deadly storms and tornadoes over the Memorial Day weekend that killed at least 24 people, hundreds of thousands of homes and businesses in Texas remain without power After more severe weather on Monday night, a teenager died at a construction site yesterday when a partly-built house collapsed.

Hail, damaging wind, and flash flooding remain possible in the area, as well as in Kansas and eastern Colorado. At the same time, anomalous heat continues to affect southern parts of Texas as well as southern Florida. Temperatures are also expected to climb in the Southwest and in parts of California.

A disaster area has been declared in Dallas, where there have been accounts of flooded streets, downed trees, and power lines. Weather-related fires have burned down homes and a historic church, and widespread travel disruption has been reported, including hundreds of flight cancellations at Dallas-Fort Worth Airport.

Here in Atlanta, however, Monday morning's thunderstorms seems to have blown away the humid air mass that hung over the region all weekend, and the day was beautiful - warm (78° average, with a high of 86°), sunny, and dry. The humidity actually dropped from 90% at 2:00 am down to a pleasant 33% by 6:00 pm. 

I took advantage of the good weather. Instead of my usual 4-mile walk along the northwest segment of the Beltline trail, I drove over to the Cochran Shoals trailhead in the Chattahoochee National Recreation Area for a 5-mile walk. The trail is basically a 2-mile loop along the river with a ½-mile access trail. I walked the ½-mile lead-in, rounded the loop twice, and then walked out. 

I've been using that trail for decades. In the early '80s (1982-1986), it served as a general-exercise jogging trail, and in the 90s (1993-2000), as training  for Peachtree Road Races. During the 1996 Olympics in Atlanta, I saw the Kenyan marathon team practicing there - they blew right past my lumbering ass almost silently, as if their feet were barely touching the ground, and in a blink they were gone.  I regret to admit that post Y2K, my enthusiasm for jogging declined, but I did still used the trail intermittently for casual walking - my daughter and I walked it on February 25 just for something to do while we chatted and caught up on things.

The change of route was refreshing - I've walked my Beltline route every other day without fail since returning from Big Ears on March 27, and regularly but less consistently since February 6 (I know the specific dates because my phone tracks my daily walking distances). But I have to admit a certain fatigue has set in along the old, familiar route and even though I'm just as familiar with the Chattahoochee trail, I haven't been seeing it three to four times a week since late last winter. 

There was a viewing spot along the trail yesterday for a great blue heron rookery across the river, but I didn't see any. A heron did touch down in my neighborhood for a few days earlier this month, though, thrilling all my neighbors as it wandered across our yards.

The trailhead can get busy and parking difficult on weekends, so it's my current plan to use the Chattahoochee trail for my walks on weekdays, and use the Beltline trail on weekends only, as well as days where spotty weather might make me want to stay close to home for my walks.

The effect of all that walking on my health has been significant. My blood pressure has dropped some 20 points since before I started earlier this year and, combined with my diet, I've dropped some 15 pounds since late April. If that's not a testimony for the health benefits of public greenspaces and recreation areas, I don't know what is.           

Tuesday, May 28, 2024

Day of the Icon


I'm facing some challenges right now, some I don't want to talk about here at this time and some others that have been only vaguely alluded to here. It's a drag getting old.

To be quite honest, though, Stoicism - that is, Stoic philosophy or at least my understanding and interpretation of Stoic philosophy - have gotten me through these challenges better than Zen practice and Buddhism have. Not that the practical efficacy of Stoicism take anything away from the teachings of Zen, but one vehicle seems far more useful than the other right now.

Having said that, I recognize that my understanding and embrace of Stoicism is rooted in my Buddhist studies, and that my Zen practice - that is, zazen, Zen meditation - is the way I manifest Stoic philosophy in my life. I call it "contemplative Stoicism."

Monday, May 27, 2024

Dog Days Begin

 

Summer 2024 entered with a bang not a whimper. 

Yesterday, powerful storms left a path of destruction across Texas, Oklahoma and Arkansas, killing at least 20 people, injuring hundreds, and obliterating homes. Those storms moved here into Georgia early this morning, and I awoke to an Emergency Warning System warning about a severe thunderstorm watch. The thunderstorms passed overhead between 7:00 and 10:00 am.

Amazingly, given the proximity of power lines to tree limbs, I didn't lose power (yet) but more than 187,000 are without power in Kentucky. Some 84,000 are without power in Alabama, 74,000 in West Virginia, 70,000 in Missouri, and 63,000 in Arkansas.

Warnings have been issued for more than 7 million people in Georgia and South Carolina. All told, over 120 million on the East Coast are under extreme weather alerts. Heavy rain is expected to drench the area, damage from strong winds is possible, and officials are urging people to take precautions. Intense heat will also hit parts of the South. 

Welcome to the new world of climate change and global  warming. Severe storms, rising sea levels, floods and droughts, and extreme heat are the new normal. And it will only get worse. 

Sunday, May 26, 2024

Day of the Iron Scepter

 

It's the first day of summer today in the Universal Solar Calendar. Dog days begin tomorrow, and then days of the new icon.

Changing topics, imagine for a moment that you're a Republican politician. I know that's a disgusting proposition, but I'm not asking you to imagine that you're a MAGA Republican - for the sake of this exercise, you can be an old-school, less-regulation-and-lower-taxes Republican. A free-market conservative. 

You're asked to endorse a candidate for President. You might find Donald Trump loathsome, an egomaniacal, narcissistic moron with little or no regard for classic conservative values. But if you don't endorse him, you're now an "enemy" and Trump is promising nothing if not retribution and revenge on his political enemies if he's elected. Not only will you lose the votes of the cult-like MAGA followers, those fanatical Jacobins devoted to blind allegiance to all things Trump, but if he wins the election, you will be targeted for persecution. He has even, and I'm not making this up, suggested that Presidential authority includes the right to have political rivals and adversaries assassinated if he deems it necessary. 

If you endorse him and he loses, there's really no down side. Sure, You'll lose the respect of Democrats and the small fraction on non-MAGA Republicans remaining, but those people weren't going to vote for you anyway, so no loss there. Sure, you're going against your own values, but isn't your life and the safety of your spouse and children worth more? It won't be the first time you've betrayed your values - after all, you're a Republican politician. We've already established what you are, now we're just negotiating a price.

It won't be the end of the world if America elects a fascist dictator as President. The sun will still rise in the morning, birds will still sing, trees and flowers will still grow. Look at Germany, they endured Hitler, and now some 80 years later, they're doing fine. Sure, it plunged the entire world into chaos and war, sparked the most horrific genocide in human history, and climaxed with the dropping of atomic bombs on civilian populations, but other than all THAT, everything's okay. 

But at least a generation of Germans didn't have to endure the "woke" agenda.

Saturday, May 25, 2024

To the Inaugurator of Movements

 

Why is everything so expensive these days? Well, for starters, 

  • Four airlines control 80% of air travel
  • Four companies control 55% to 85% of the meat market
  • Three companies control 92% of the soft drink market
  • Three companies control 73% of the cereal market

Kroger's profits were up 35.6% from '22 to '23 and Publix' were up 49%.  Overall, corporate profits rose to a new all-time high in the Fourth Quarter of 2023. 

And why don't we hear about this? Because six companies control 90% of the news.

It's not inflation driving up the costs, folks, it's corporate greed.

Convicted swindler Ivan Boesky died last week. Boesky famously said, "I think greed is healthy. You can be greedy and still feel good about yourself," in a May 1986 commencement speech at Berkeley. He was the model for character Gordon Gekko in the 1987 movie Wall Street. Few people mourned his passing.

Friday, May 24, 2024

Shutout and Changeover

 

The first day of summer in the Gregorian calendar isn't until June 20, the summer solstice, but the Universal Solar Calendar divides the year into five seasons (Childwinter, Spring, Summer, Fall, and Hagwinter), and summer begins this Sunday, May 26.  Tomorrow is the last day of spring in the USC.

With the change of seasons comes a change in the avatar used here in the illustrations, and since today is called Shutout and Changeover in the USC, it seems as good a time as any to retire Springs' Earth Mother and introduce a new avatar for the long, hot summer. 

The ROM avatar, that wiry, bearded old man, doesn't scream "summer fun," and I want to have some fun with this season's avatar. Hot fun in the summertime to one generation, hot girl summer to another. So why not a surfer girl? A beach blond, but not a bleach blond (and certainly not a bleach-blond bad-built butch body). An innocent wild-child. "Sun Girl," after the Julia Holter song. We can pursue a broader color palate in autumn, we can do something age-appropriate in Hagwinter.  The avatar for Summer 2024 is the Sun Girl (at least until I get tired of her).  


Thursday, May 23, 2024

The Transcendental Outpost

Summer's on its way and NOAA warns that in this upcoming hurricane season, the North Atlantic could get as many as 13 hurricanes of category one or above. Seven of those are forecast to be major hurricanes of category three or greater. Normally, one would expect no more than seven hurricanes, total, in a season, with only three of them major. The highest number of major hurricanes in a single Atlantic season is seven, which occurred in both 2005 (the Year of Katrina) and 2020 (the year Zeta dropped a tree on my house). 

While there's no evidence climate change is producing more hurricanes, it is making more powerful ones more likely and bringing heavier rainfall.

The exact causes of individual storms are complex, but two key factors are behind the forecast. First, sea surface temperatures are much warmer than usual in the main hurricane development region in the tropical Atlantic. That often means more powerful hurricanes, because warmer waters provide more energy for storms to grow as they track westwards. Second, there is an expected switch from El Niño to La Niña weather patterns within the coming months, which helps these storms to grow more easily.

In contrast to the Atlantic, NOAA has predicted a "below-normal" hurricane season in the central Pacific region, where a move to La Niña has the opposite effect.

Tropical storms become hurricanes when they reach peak sustained wind speeds of 74 mph. 'Major' hurricanes (category three and above) are those reaching at least 111 mph. A recent study explored the need for creating a new category six level to describe the strongest hurricanes expected.

While hurricane categories only take into account wind speeds, these storms pose other major hazards, such as rainfall and coastal flooding, which are generally worsening with climate change. Warmer air can hold more moisture, increasing the intensity of rainfall. Meanwhile, storm surges - the short-term increases of sea level during hurricanes - are now happening on top of a higher base. That is because sea levels are now higher, principally due to melting glaciers and warmer seas.

Wednesday, May 22, 2024

Dispersal of the Primal Cloud Mass


He who does not dance, neither shall he eat, for music hath alarms to wild the civil breast. - Erroneous
Summer's on its way. Almost time to retire my springtime avatar, the Earth Mother.

Fani Willis and Judge Scott McAfee won their primary challenges here in Georgia yesterday. Defeat would have postponed Trump's Georgia trial. Friendly reminder that Judge McAfee was appointed by Republican Governor Brian Kemp in 2022.  Other than that, there was no other big news in yesterday's primary, but the vote of confidence for the trial was enough to justify going to the polls for me.

Why did my polling place close? Fewer polling places mean more people and longer lines at the remaining places. Closing my polling place is voter suppression, as the lines will be that much longer in November.  

Tuesday, May 21, 2024

From the Touchstone Breath

 

 

I voted today in an almost entirely meaningless Georgia primary. The big issue, of course, in this year's primaries are the presidential candidates, and while they're all but assured, the Democrats held their Georgia primary back in March, so I couldn't cast a vote of confidence or a protest vote for or against Joe Biden today.  

I did get to cast a vote of confidence for Fani Willis, though. There are a bunch  of judges in Georgia I'd love to see voted out of office, but they're all on the Republican ticket so I couldn't vote against them. Most of the Democratic candidates were running unopposed in the primary, either as incumbents or challengers, and lord there were a host of them. Page after page of judges I never heard of. 

For some reason, after 20 years they moved my polling place to a church about a mile further from home than my old polling place. There was nothing wrong with my old polling place and I liked that I could literally walk there, but the new one is a lot larger and at least in theory could accommodate a lot more voting machines in the big election this October.

Monday, May 20, 2024

Laws of the Dark Trance


In 1867, Morehouse University was founded in Atlanta by the Reverend William Jefferson White with the help of two other ministers, the Reverends Richard C. Coulter and Edmund Turney. Their goal was to educate formerly enslaved men, believing that education was the route from slavery to freedom. 

Joe Biden was in Atlanta yesterday and spoke at the commencement ceremony at Morehouse. His speech centered on faith and how churches talk a lot about how Jesus was buried on a Friday and rose from the dead on a Sunday, “but we don’t talk enough about Saturday, when…his disciples felt all hope was lost." 

"In our lives and the lives of the nation, we have those Saturdays—to bear witness the day before glory, seeing people’s pain and not looking away. But what work is done on Saturday to move pain to purpose? How can faith get a man, get a nation, through what was to come?” 

For the Morehouse graduates, Biden noted, four years ago “felt like one of those Saturdays. The pandemic robbed you of so much. Some of you lost loved ones—mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters, who…aren’t able to be here to celebrate with you today….  You missed your high school graduation. You started college just as George Floyd was murdered and there was a reckoning on race. 

“It’s natural to wonder if democracy you hear about actually works for you. 

“What is democracy if Black men are being killed in the street?

“What is democracy if a trail of broken promises still leave…Black communities behind?

“What is democracy if you have to be 10 times better than anyone else to get a fair shot?

“And most of all, what does it mean, as we’ve heard before, to be a Black man who loves his country even if it doesn’t love him back in equal measure?” 

The crowd applauded.

Sunday, May 19, 2024

Council of the Million Visitation

 

For various reasons, I lived for a part of the summer of 1972 in a rented cabin at a lakeside vacation resort in northwestern New Jersey near the Delaware River. 

One night, while I was trying to sleep before work the next morning, a group of suburban vacationers were keeping me awake by talking loudly and playing the jukebox in the Community Center. 

Angry, I got up out of bed, dressed, and walked down to the Center, where I put a quarter of my own in the jukebox. I had previously noticed that the 45-rpm singles in the jukebox included John Lennon’s Mother, and the B-side was Yoko’s Why?, a 2:39-minute screaming-and-feedback freakout. 

I slipped in and out quietly and was back in bed before the song came on so no one suspected I was the culprit, but the song successfully broke up the party and everyone trundled back to their respective cabins before the song was over. 

I was finally able to sleep.

Saturday, May 18, 2024

Signature of Light

 

The so-called "Supreme" Court has revealed itself to be a motley collection of partisan hacks ready to do whatever it takes to help usher in a Christian-fascist white-nationalist government. Regardless of the outcome of November's election, the Court will rule in favor of right-wing extremism, and install Trump as an illegitimate President, who will suspend Congress and we'll all be royally fucked.   

I really don't see it going any other way. I will probably be brutalized and interred, if not outright murdered, by a militarized police force for speaking out, protesting, or refusing to comply. 

Butt that's okay. I don't want to live in your dystopia anyway.   

Friday, May 17, 2024

Spectre of the Lapse

 

The car's broken down on the side of the road. Two tires are flat, the engine won't turn over, and the dash is a sea of red lights.

But it's still recognizably a car, even if it's not functioning as one. You can still sit in the driver's seat, you can still turn the wheel and pretend to drive, you can still make "beep, beep" sounds with the horn.

Do you stay in the car until rust finally dissolves the chassis and it can't contain you any longer?

Or is it time to get out and start walking?


Thursday, May 16, 2024

Dream in the Rock

What a drag it is getting old - Mick Jagger
I'm all better now -  the gruesome 24 has passed and my body seems to be functioning the better for it.

All other routines, diet, exercise, reading, writing, and gaming, are back to normal, whatever that is.

The Buddha taught that the cause of our suffering is our attachment, and held out that if we can end our attachments our suffering will stop.  One of our attachments, hard-wired into our DNA and carried down through millennia of evolution, is our attachment to life itself. Or at least living life in this body we find ourselves in.

So as we grow older and age and sickness take their toll, we suffer through a life of diminished capacities. Eyesight declines, joints ache, we lose hair in some places but find it growing in others, memories fade, our strength diminishes, we tire more quickly, and can you please repeat that a little bit louder?

That's old age and that's what we signed up for when we incarnated into these bodies. But at what point - bedridden, overmedicated, catheterized, and with feeding and oxygen tubes - does our attachment to being in this present body no longer make sense? When this vehicle in which we abide can no longer carry us, is it time to discorporate and leave that body? When is it time to cut your losses, roll the dice, and move on to the next life?

I'm not there yet, but I'm not exactly asking for a friend, either.

Wednesday, May 15, 2024

Separation of the First Stage

 

Oh my god. The last 24 hours have been pure Grand Guignol horror show. The ordeal seems to be over, but I warn you, this post is not for the squeamish. 

As regular readers know, I've been working on my health recently. I've got the hypertension under control through a combination of medication and exercise, and I'm fighting the prediabetes with a strict, low-carb, no-sugar diet (I've lost 10 pounds since April 25!). Yesterday, I went to the urologist to look at my low urine flow.

If that's TMI, stop reading now because it only gets worse.

The doctor had me scheduled for a cystoscopy, an in-office surgical procedure that lets the doctor view the urinary tract, particularly the bladder and the urethra. The procedure is intended to identify problems with the urinary tract, early signs of cancer, infection, narrowing, blockage, or bleeding.

It's exactly what it sounds like. To be blunt, they run a camera through your dick-hole and down the shaft all the way to the bladder. Dick on a stick. Dick kabob. It's not comfortable, and what the doctor warned would feel like "some pressure" felt like needles being stuck inside of my penis. All that while laying on my back with my junk out for all the world to see.

About half-way or three-quarters of the way down, the doc encountered a "bulbar stricture" obstructing the way. He went in to open the stricture with what's called a "Knottingham dialator" but is basically just a wire with increasing diameter along its length. If the cystoscope felt like needles, the dialator felt even more so. To be blunt, it hurt, even though they used a Lidocaine jelly as a local anesthetic. 

But he managed to clear the obstruction and the doctor seemed quite pleased with the result of his work. The apparatus was removed and the doctor told me that I should be able to pee much better now, provided the stricture doesn't close back up. We scheduled a follow up to monitor my progress.

"You might see some blood in your urine," the doctor warned me as I left. That turned out to be a massive understatement, as that's when the real horror show began. 

I wouldn't say there was blood in my urine so much as to say there might have been some urine in the flow of blood that came out when I got back home. Worse, the flow wouldn't stop, it was a constant, non-stop drip, drip, drip of blood from my dick. I tried applying toilet paper and pressure the way you would treat a small cut, but the flow kept dripping. Blood, some of it coagulated, was getting all over the toilet and the bathroom floor. 

When I finally convinced myself the flow stopped or at least subsided, I pulled my pants back up only to later find the front of my jeans were soaked with blood.  

It got to the point where I wouldn't even use the toilet anymore to pee - I would undress and step into the shower where I could bleed freely and wash all the blood down the drain. The shower stall would soon look like I had butchered a medium-sized mammal in there, with pools of blood on the floor and splashes on the walls.

It would be an understatement to say the bleeding was distressing, and I was seriously considering going to the ER. I had to keep changing my pants as they became blood soaked, and I put towels over the chairs before I sat down to protect my furniture. There was no way I could go out in public, and was glad my fridge was stocked with enough groceries to last me a day or two. 

I didn't want to sleep in my bed for fear I would start bleeding in my sleep and not only stain the sheets, but ruin my mattress as well. Instead, I slept on top of the blankets, still wearing a pair of jeans. It turns out I made the right decision, as the front of  my jeans were blood soaked when I woke up, and the profuse bleeding resumed when I peed in the shower that morning.

I'm pleased to say that the bleeding seems to have stopped now, some 24 hours after my procedure.  I'm more than a little freaked out by the ordeal, and my blood pressure this morning was some 12 points higher than it was yesterday morning.

I recognize that concern about bleeding and blood breaking through to the clothes are worries that women have to deal with on a monthly basis. I now have a first hand and intimate conception of what that anxiety feels like. Considering that all this started last summer when I wound up in the ER with what doctors diagnosed as a UTI, my cross-gender empathy is significantly increased. 

I've urinated twice now without the bloodshed, so I think I'm out of the woods. The flow is less constricted than before, but my god, I have to wonder if this is a case where the cure was worse than the ailment.      

Sorry if I grossed you out, and for the record, the picture up above isn't mine - it's a hilariously bad AI response to a prompt for "mother and newborn in hospital" from last February. Anyhow, this blog is my record of the times, and it would be dishonest not to report on this here - there hasn't been much else on my mind for the last 24 hours.

Tuesday, May 14, 2024

Launching of the Dreamweapon

 

May 4th, the 20th anniversary of Water Dissolves Water, is known in the Universal Solar Calendar as Establishment of the Dreamweapon. Today, 10 days later, is known as Launching of the Dreamweapon. Unfortunately, I have nothing to launch today.

Scientists at the University of Mainz in Germany have confirmed what we've long suspected. Using analysis of rings from 10,000 trees as evidence, they state that the Summer of 2023 was the hottest in the Northern Hemisphere's in 2,000 years.

Trump promises that if elected, he would immediately tear down off-shore wind farms, a sustainable form of alternate energy, and has begged Big Oil CEOs for one billion dollars of campaign funds. Between environmental degradation and creeping authoritarianism, the odds of that hellish post-apocalyptic dystopia we've long imagined are becoming greater.

Vote Democrat or you're fucked.

Monday, May 13, 2024

Day of the Rainhouses

(cough, cough) "Hey man, take a look out the window and see what's happening."

"Hey man, it's raining. It's raining outside, man."

"Aw, don't worry about that, baby, think that's gonna be everything. We'll get into something real nice, you know. We'll sit back and groove on a rainy day."

(sniff) "Yeah, hmm, yeah, I see what you mean, brother, lay back and groove on a rainy day."

- Jimi Hendrix

It's raining on the Day of the Rainhouses. No worries. Thrawn is the ability to make the most of whatever you’ve got. I got my miles in yesterday and wasn't planning on walking today, anyway. Groceries are stocked. No need to go anywhere, just lay back and groove on a rainy day. 

Doesn't mean my stalwart leaf-blowers didn't make their appointed weekly rounds through the yard, cleaning up what they could.

  

Sunday, May 12, 2024

The Wooden Works

 

When I was a much younger man back in the early or mid 1970s, I envisioned a magazine titled Madagascar, a sort of combination fanzine and underground comic book. The title came after reading something about the island nation of Madagascar, a land so remote from any other continent or landmass that evolution took its own bizarre path into flora and fauna not seen elsewhere in the world. A land of lemurs and chameleons and baobab trees. 

Not that I wanted to publish a magazine specifically about the actual island, but I liked the concept of someplace remote and strange; something that was so strange basically because it was so remote. I grew up relatively far from childhood friends by schoolboy standards (that is, further than I could easily ride a bicycle), and absent peer pressure or critical feedback, my tastes in music and television drifted away from the mainstream. My own private Madagascar. As Rod Serling might have put it, “A Madagascar not of sight and sound, but of mind. A journey into a wondrous land whose boundaries are that of imagination. There's a signpost up ahead - your next stop, Madagascar!”

I also liked the sound of the name, a “mad gas-car.” I could almost hear it backfiring, and from there imagine Harpo Marx careening madly around in an old jalopy, honking that horn he always kept tucked into his belt. I was into the Marx Brothers back then, as well as Bob Dylan, Firesign Theater, Tolkien, National Lampoon, and recreational psychedelics.

I never did anything with the concept (where would I even start?) but I let it roll around and marinate in my imagination for years. So it was a major disappointment to me when Disney came out with a movie with that name in 2005 – after 30-plus years of thinking about it but not doing anything, suddenly the door seemed permanently shut. There were copyright considerations (can Disney own the name of a nation?) and the realization that everyone would inevitably compare my creation to the contents of the movie (which, for the record, I’ve never seen).

But what did I have to lose? I’m retired now with all the time in the world and even though I have no experience or expertise in publishing or writing, why not give it a go? So I'm happy to announce that after some 50 years or so, I've finally completed the first issue of Madagascar

My interests have evolved since late adolescence and now include, among other things, various forms of avant-garde jazz and other outré music, film (not popular blockbuster movies, but, you know, cinema), video games, some very specific and limited aspects of popular culture, Zen Buddhism, stoicism, sports, and of course, myself. I imagine some aspects of all these will come up in the pages of Madagascar.

At this point, it's a freebie magazine, digital only, and a labor of love, not of commerce. I’m not paying for printing costs or distribution or copyright fees - I’m not paying for anything. It's all homemade and written by yours truly, and the photography and artwork are all original, fair use (i.e., covers of albums reviewed), or generated by AI, mostly Midjourney. 

The cover, however, was created using Open AI’s DALL-E 3 (prompt: monument for “MADAGASCAR” in the style of Lawrence Alma-Tadema, marble architecture, floral motifs, flowing fabrics, meticulous attention to detail, bright and vivid colors, luxury and decadence, realism, and historical accuracy). I figured a pompous, overblown, and over-the-top cover would be the ideal intro to what promises to be by every measure a piece-of-shit publication.

Saturday, May 11, 2024

Day of Creaking Aftermath


The Sports Desk wants you to know that it's only 112 more days until the Georgia Bulldogs start their 2024 football season with a game at Clemson University.

Friday, May 10, 2024

The Divine Versions


It's been two months now since my bloodwork indicated I was prediabetic.  I increased my exercise regime and started a low-sugar, low-carb diet, but I didn't really get serious about it until I got back home from Big Ears on March 26, so it's really only been about six weeks now.

The effect on my blood pressure was immediate and kind of amazing. Before Big Ears, my average blood pressure, despite taking an angiotensin receptor blocker medication, was 140/84.  After Big Ears and the start of the exercise and diet regiment, my blood pressure dropped to an average 123/74. On March 27, Day Two of the regiment, it was down to 118/76, and has generally stayed low ever since.

Those kind of results give one a lot of motivation to continue. I've been walking 4 miles every other day with  near-religious dedication.  Haven't missed a day since Big Ears. 

The diet has been a bit more of a work in progress. I threw out a lot of sugary and ultra-processed foods, and have been diligently watching sugar content and carbo loads ever since, constantly whittling both down and buying ever-leaner groceries. I'm now down to one low-fat, whole-wheat English muffin (no topping) and two cups of black coffee for breakfast, a bowl of non-fat plain yogurt and berries for lunch, and a salad, sometimes topped with chicken for protein, for dinner. For snacks, I keep plain, unsalted peanuts, oranges and bananas stocked for snacks, and as the occasional splurge, a peanut-butter sandwich on whole-wheat bread once every couple days or so.

I finally bought a scale to track weight loss, and since April 25, when Amazon delivered the scale, I've lost 6½ pounds. I assume my glucose and A1C are dropping along with the pounds and blood pressure, but I'll wait until my next doctor's appointment to get those readings.

I'm hungry all the time. I'm hungry right now. But when I consider the success of my diet and exercise program, the hunger doesn't feel like pain, it feels like success. I don't "suffer" hunger, I experience it more like the "burn" some feel from a good pilates or spin class. The hunger tells me my effort is working.

Years of Zen meditation, sitting still for long periods of time without moving a muscle while constantly returning my attention to the breath, has given me some vast resources of self-discipline. I'm going to need that discipline to stay hungry and to keep walking even as the heat of a Georgia summer approaches.

Thursday, May 09, 2024

Day of the World Tree


I went to bed last night with the television warning about tornado watches in North Georgia.

When I woke up this morning, the NPR programing on the radio was repeatedly interrupted with emergency broadcasts by the National Weather Service that new tornado watches were issued for the Atlanta area. 

The weather app on my phone warned of severe thunderstorms, not tornados. but included ominous wording about "extraordinary threat to life or property," and damage to roofs, trees, and buildings.

At 8:00 am, the warnings were until 11:00 am. At 11:00 am, the warnings were extended until noon. At noon, the warnings were extended until 1:00 pm. Now (1:15 pm), light rain is forecast for the next half hour.    

Welcome to the new climate - more intense and more frequent storms, tornados, and hail, and we're not even in hurricane season yet. According to The Guardian, s poll of hundreds of the world’s top climate scientists finds most expect global heating to blast past the 1.5° C target, and the planet is headed for at least 2.5° C of heating with disastrous results for humanity. Many of the scientists envisage a “semi-dystopian” future, with famines, conflicts and mass migration, driven by heatwaves, wildfires, floods and storms of an intensity and frequency far beyond those that have already struck, as well as alien abductions and malevolent AIs. 

Okay, I'm just kidding about the last two, trying to keep it light here. But still, we're making the planet less habitable for life on Earth and there's nothing funny about it.

Wednesday, May 08, 2024

Day of the Holy Mountain


Another variant on Murphy's Law: If you play a video game that uses the Caps Lock key (or even if it doesn't - you' re gonna accidentally hit that key anyway), it will ALWAYS be in the "on" position when you go to do something else on your computer later. Happens every time.

Tuesday, May 07, 2024

Day of the Marauders


Todd Andrews, the protagonist of John Barth's first novel, The Floating Opera, worked as a small-town attorney. As he describes it, he often liked to turn the law on its head with odd arguments and to make the law do bizarre things at his biding, not because he was trying to prove anything, but just because it amused him to do so.

Before retirement, I was not an attorney but I often had to apply environmental law to certain situations on behalf of clients. I'm not clever enough by half to deliberately make the laws do absurd things, but I am observant enough to take small delight when they do happen. 

I've been thinking about Dublin, Georgia since yesterday's post about James Joyce (or whatever yesterday's post was about). I don't think I've ever seen environmental law turned on its head quite as much as it did in a case I worked on in that fine, South Georgia town. Some specifics about the case have to be omitted for legal liability reasons and, um, who knows?, maybe I'm just making this whole thing up (please don't sue me).

Production of cotton using slave labor boomed in the South in the 19th Century, giving rise to a thriving textile business here.  Much of the cotton, of course, was shipped up North to the mechanized and industrialized mills in New England, as was some of the fabric that was manufactured down here from the raw cotton. 

At least one such mill was located in Dublin.  In the 20th Century, an ambitious owner of one of those mills imported some of that Yankee ingenuity down to the South, and started a mill along the Oconee River that not only wove cotton into fabric, but cut, sewn, and assembled that fabric into ready-to-wear clothing.   

Part of the process included dying the fabric, and to prepare the fabric for dying it first had to be dry cleaned. The mill installed a huge, industrial-grade dry cleaning operation as part of its process, including bulk storage of the dry-cleaning solvent perchloroethylene (or PCE) and a landfill for disposing of used cleaning-machine filters, spent PCE solvent, and other waste products associated with the process. 

As every student of environmental science and engineering knows, all landfills eventually leak, especially 20th Century ones constructed and operated under limited oversight.  Eventually, the subsurface and groundwater beneath the landfill became saturated with PCE solvents, and the contamination migrated toward the Oconee, where it seeped into the river.

Not that you could ever detect PCE in the river water.  The rate of seepage into the river was on the order of a few gallons per day (if that), and the flow of the Oconee River is on the order of thousands of gallons per minute. It's like an eyedropper added to the flow from a fire hose, and the PCE was instantly diluted to far below the detection level of even the most sensitive mass spectrometer.

But while the mantra of environmental engineers is "dilution is the solution to pollution," regulators like the EPA argue that dilution is NOT an acceptable remedy to pollution. The State of Georgia regulatory authority, the EPD, learned about the situation through historical records and ordered the mill to cut off the groundwater seepage to the river.

Enter yours truly, hired by the mill to develop a remedy.

At first, I made the argument to the State that no engineered remedy was necessary, as natural processes were already limiting the discharge of PCE into the river to levels that met every environmental goal. We sampled the river upstream of the mill, downstream of the mill, and right at the mill itself, and none of the samples detected PCE in the water. No further remedy was needed, I argued, because the rate of discharge into the river was too small by far to cause any measurable pollution.

The state didn't buy that argument. Any discharge of PCE to the river was unacceptable, they maintained, and hit the mill with a legally enforceable Administrative Order to develop a workplan to stop the discharge and once the workplan was reviewed and approved, to implement it. 

Enter the lawyers. They argued that the Administrative Order was unnecessary, "regulatory overreach" as they put it, as no one was harmed by the discharge, not even the  most sensitive of ecological receptors. Besides, they argued, the current owners of the mill, to whom the Order was addressed, weren't even the ones who built and operated the leaky landfill, but it was prior owners who sold the business to the current owners, who were responsible. The case was headed toward years of litigation - between the current and the former owners, and between the EPD and both sets of owners.

But once one of the more enterprising attorneys discovered that the former owner had an insurance policy for environmental claims, everything changed. The policy was still in effect, it was discovered, and it required the insurance company to pay for actions mandated by law or at the legal direction of an agency. Since the workplan and its implementation were part of the legally enforceable Administrative Order, the insurer was required to pay the costs. The lawsuits and countersuits were all dropped.

After a little more legal action established that the burden of costs would indeed go to the insurance company and not the owners, all objections to the Administrative Order, including the argument that there was no harm and therefore no remedy was needed, were also immediately dropped. Yours truly was instructed to develop and implement a workplan to cut off "all groundwater flow" from the landfill to the Oconee River as required by the Order.

That's a pretty straightforward assignment. Groundwater flow is effectively cut off my installing a line of pumping wells between the source (the landfill) and the receptor (the river).  The PCE in the pumped water is then removed in a treatment plant, usually by aeration, and the clean water is then discharged to the river. I set about designing the groundwater recovery system, the spacing between wells and the volume pumped from each well calculated considering the porosity and hydraulic conductivity of the aquifer. 

Designing the treatment plant for the groundwater had to consider the concentration of PCE that would be allowed in the discharge water, in other words, how "clean" the water would be required to be. We took our calculations of the anticipated volume of water to be discharged and the concentrations of  PCE present in the contaminated groundwater to the state authority for regulating such discharges. To our surprise - to everyone's surprise - the permitting agency said that the groundwater already met the permissible discharge limits at the anticipated pumping rates, and that no treatment of the water would be necessary.

We took  that information back to the EPD and said that since there was no requirement to treat the water, there was no need to pump the water - it's already seeping into the river untreated, so why spend hundreds of thousands of dollars to intervene? But the EPD was undeterred and insisted that the Administrative Order be fully executed, and if we made any more noise about discharge limits, they'd slap an amendment on the order to require treatment regardless of concentration.  That'll shut us up.

It did. As a result, we installed the groundwater pumping wells and all the piping and electrical infrastructure to maintain the groundwater recovery system. After it was built and installed, the system effectively intercepted the flow of groundwater from the landfill to the river. But since treatment was not required, the pumped groundwater was simply discharged directly to the Oconee River, where it would have wound up anyway. 

And there's the irony that Todd Andrews would have loved - the absurd result the law wound up requiring: in order to "protect" the Oconee River from seepage of a few gallons per day of contaminated groundwater to the river. we were pumping many more gallons per minute of that same groundwater directly to the river. But the EPD was satisfied that the Administrative Order had been exacuted, the insurance company was able to mark the claim as settled, and the former and current owners of the mill were off the hook. And I got paid for all my effort, even though the current owner went bankrupt shortly afterwards.

Large rivers like the Oconee, which flow at tens of millions of gallons per year, can assimilate small discharges of pollutants. Again, think of the eyedropper and the fire hose. Regulating low concentrations of small volumes of pollution is the basis for almost all industrial wastewater discharges under the National Pollution Discharge and Elimination System (NPDES). While some environmentalists oppose all NPDES permits on the basis of being "permits to pollute," the goals of the permits are to keep concentrations below human-health and ecological limits, and the program has been successfully run under the Clean Water Act since the 1970s.  So while there are now more pounds per day of PCE going into the Oconee River because of the required groundwater recovery system than were seeping into the river from the uncontrolled landfill, there is still no harm. The mighty Oconee River can take it.     

Monday, May 06, 2024

Day of the Everlasting Moraine

 


"nor had topsawyer's rocks by the stream Oconee exaggerated themselse to Laurens County's gorgios while they went doublin their mumper all the time" - James Joyce (from Finnegan's Wake)

I had always assumed the name of Georgia's Oconee River derived from a Cherokee or possibly Muscogee word. The double-e's at the end resonate with other names like Chattahoochee, Apalachee, and, well, Cherokee and Muscogee, and the name is an anglicized form of a native word meaning “born from water.” 

One of the things I like about traveling through America is hearing the echoes of the indigenous languages in place names - Patchogue and  Hauppauge and Ronkonkoma on Long Island, Tucumcari and Maricopa and Ticaboo in the Southwestern desert, and Clackamas and Tucannon and even Seattle in the Pacific Northwest. It's like the ghosts of the First People live on in the language of the current inhabitants.

When I came across "the stream Oconee" on the first page of Joyce's Finnegan's Wake, that most Irish of novels by that most Irish of novelists, I started to suspect that the river was actually named after a stream in Ireland - after all, the Oconee runs past the town of Dublin, Georgia. Certainly, Joyce couldn't be referencing a Georgia river on the first page of his monumental book, and by a happenstance of linguistic coincidence, "oconee" also means "alas" in Irish.

But he was.  Dublin, Georgia was founded on the Oconee River by an Irishman, Jonathan Sawyer, who named it after his home town with the motto "Doubling all the time."  Joyce is signaling that he's talking about the American Dublin and not the Irish capital by referencing Tom Sawyer, here slurred as "topsawyer." "topsawyer's rocks" is considered a reference to his testicles.

A gorgio is a name given by the travelling Roma people to someone who is not a Roma, that is, a gentile or a person who lives in a house and not in a tent. Similarly, a mumper is a half-bred Roma. The true-bred Roma scorned the mumpers, the road-folk who sought cover at night under a roof.

Joyce is basically dissing the Georgia Dublin, corrupting its "Doubling all the time" motto to imply that the founder had given rise to a population of half-breed Roma gorgios and mumbers. "Nor had topsawyer's rocks by the stream Oconee exaggerated themselse to Laurens County's gorgios while they went doublin their mumper all the time" is establishing a time before the settlement, or at least the rise to prominence of, the United States to the book's events.

That's a lot of exposition for one clause in the second paragraph of a lengthy novel, which doesn't get any easier to read after that. But I'll give him this - it's fun to say out loud.  Try it (you'll like it).  I wish there was a way to fit "doublin their mumper" into a conversation, but I can't think on any way to do it. Later in that same paragraph, Joyce says "rot a peck of pa's malt." I have no idea what that means, but it does sound like a great nonsense phrase I can fit into some future conversation. "Well, rot a peck of pa's malt if it ain't my old friend, Susan." 

Anyway, none of this is what I had meant to talk about. Today is Day of the Everlasting Moraine in the Universal Solar Calendar, which got me to thinking that way back before topsawyer's rocks by the stream Oconee exaggerated themselse to Laurens County's gorgios while they went doublin their mumper all the time, there was a great global glaciation that left its impact all over the northern latitudes. Evidence includes features like the Ronkonkoma moraine on Long Island.

There are no moraines in Georgia.  Moraines are basically the garbage pile bulldozed by the leading edge of glaciers, and the glaciers didn't come this far south. The only evidence we have of the great Pleistocene glacial events here in Georgia are old shorelines still etched into the soft sediments of the Coastal Plain. When much of Earth's water resources was tied up in frozen glaciers, the shoreline was lower than present (not as much water in the ocean). But in the warmer interglacial periods, some of which were warmer than present climates, there was more water in the ocean and shorelines were higher, even reaching up to Dublin and beyond.  Everything to the south and southeast was undersea, and Dublin once boasted oceanfront property, and rot a peck of pa's malt if you knew that before, you mumper.

Sunday, May 05, 2024

Day of the Blue Circle


Good morning! I wake up, stretch my arms, shake the last remnants of sleepiness from my head. Eliot, my cat, jumps up on the bed to greet me and get a few head scratches, which he promptly receives. Yesterday's rain has moved on and it promises to be a sunny and pleasantly warm spring day. 

I put on a pot of coffee and look at the day's news on my laptop.

The Israeli cabinet votes to shut down Al Jazeera’s operations in the country. Israel denies the U.N. World Food Program’s declaration there's a “full-blown famine” in northern Gaza. Hamas claims responsibility for a rocket attack that injured several people and closed a crossing between Israel and Gaza.

The police remove a pro-Palestinian encampment again at USC. Police arrest dozens of protesters at the Art Institute of Chicago. White, male counter-protesters in Mississippi use racist slurs and gestures to heckle and jeer pro-Palestinian demonstrators.  

A driver dies after crashing into a barrier near the White House. South Dakota Governor Kristi Noem suggests Biden’s dog should have been killed, too. Donald Trump calls the Biden administration the “Gestapo” on campaign. At Washington dinner parties, dark jokes abound about where to go into exile if Donald Trump reclaims the White House.

Now I just want to go back to bed. Wake me up when it's 2030.

Saturday, May 04, 2024

Establishment of the Dreamweapon


Today is the 20th anniversary of Water Dissolves Water

When I wrote the first post here in 2004, little did I suspect that a 70-year-old me would be adding new posts in 2024.

I almost quit countless times, and for some stretches there over the past two decades I did stop posting for weeks and even months.  I tried my hand at other, thematic blogs - Music Dissolves Water, Sweat Dissolves Water, etc. - but kept coming back here. 

For the record, I don't imagine I have any readers anymore (why would I?). My Blogger stats show I get 200 to 300 views per day, but I think the vast majority of them, if not all of them, are bots passing through to scrape content or errant Google results. 

Friday, May 03, 2024

Day of the Swan

Nadia Abu El-Haj is the Ann Whitney Olin Professor in the Departments of Anthropology at Barnard College and Columbia University, co-director of the Center for Palestine Studies, and chair of the Governing Board of the Society of Fellows/Heyman Center for the Humanities at Columbia University. She also serves as Vice President and Vice Chair of the Board at The Institute for Palestine Studies in Washington DC. 

In a December essay in the New York Review, she wrote “Since the start of the latest Israel–Palestine war it has become all but de rigueur for universities to censor speech criticizing Zionism and the Israeli state—especially when student groups are involved.” By appealing to “extraordinarily broadly construed” interpretations of words like “safety,” “security,” and “intimidation,” she argued, Columbia and other schools were making “an end-run around the university’s First Amendment principles—its foundational commitments to freedom of expression.” 

From her first-person, on-campus perspective, she said that after the riot police arrested students and staff this week and cleared the initial encampment, students moved to an adjacent lawn and set up an encampment much bigger than the first one. "It’s unbelievably well organized," she reports. "There’s a food area; people are going around picking up trash; they have a code of conduct that you have to consent to before you come in, including prohibitions on harassment, littering, drugs, and alcohol. It’s extremely calm and somewhat festive."

A few days ago, five students came into the encampment with a huge Israeli flag and posters with pictures of the hostages. They were asked to agree to the code of conduct, they did, and came in, staying for two hours. "Nobody bothered them," she reports, "and they didn’t bother anybody. It’s really not unsafe."

The tension on campus, she asserts, comes from the militarization and demonstrations off campus. House Speaker Mike Johnson’s visit last week brought even more attention to Columbia. "His depiction of the campus as a dangerous, anti-Semitic place has been broadcast around the country. The campus was overrun by every possible news outlet that day, from the more mainstream ones to Fox News to dubious folks with press cards. The founder of the Proud Boys was there, hovering around the encampment. And Thursday night there was a rally outside the campus gates that had been organized by white Christian nationalists." They were very aggressive, she reports, trying to scale the gates, yelling "go back to Gaza," and calling students inside "monkeys.”

In sum, things have been tense on the Columbia campus, but not because of students. “The only reason we didn’t descend into violence that day was that the students remained calm. They were the only adults in the room.”


Thursday, May 02, 2024

On Last Legs

 

How do you explain the appeal guitarist Fred Frith has to a certain type of music fan? If you don’t know Frith, the question’s obviously impossible to answer, but it’s no easier even if you are a certain type of fan. The better question may be who that certain type of music fan is, and the answer to that question can be found in the 10,000 or so diverse people present at Knoxville’s Big Ears Festival.

For the uninitiated, Fred Frith first emerged in the early 1970s in the English band Henry Cow, an unclassifiable experimental-, progressive-, noise-, jazz-rock band. More people probably heard of Henry Cow than actually heard them, and one way to establish one’s avant-garde bona fides back then was to drop their name in a discussion of bands you liked: “Yeah, I used to listen to Soft Machine and King Crimson until I head Henry Cow, and now that’s all I listen to” Case closed. You were officially cooler than anyone else in the room.

But if you weren’t a post-adolescent fan of the Canterbury prog-rock scene in the early 1970s, you may have seen Frith’s name on some of Brian Eno’s recordings – he played guitar on the tracks Energy Fools the Magician and Through Hollow Lands on Eno’s 1977 LP Before and After Science, and on Two Rapid Formations and Strange Light on Music for Films (1978).

Maybe you first heard Frith when he turned up in New York in the early ‘90s as the bass player in John Zorn’s seminal Naked City band. Maybe you heard his 1974 Guitar Solos album, or his 2005 set of duets with jazz composer Anthony Braxton. Maybe you heard him with Bill Laswell’s Material, or Laswell’s Massacre band. Regardless, he kept turning up in countless avant-garde and outré settings, and yet somehow I never managed to see him perform live.  

Never, that is, until the 2024 Big Ears festival.

Frith had three separate appearances at this year’s festival: Drawing Sounds, a collaboration  with visual artist Heike Liss on Thursday night,  a Friday afternoon improvisational duet with long-time collaborator Ikue Mori at The Point, and a solo set on Saturday afternoon at Knoxville’s Museum of Art. It says a lot about the richness of Big Ears’ programming that I was only able to attend one of the three performances.

The Thursday night performance was at Knoxville’s Bijou Theater, a restored, Georgian-style theater near the south end of the festival area. I had attended two performances at the Bijou earlier that evening – a set by Norwegian jazz pianist Tord Gustavsen’s trio and by the Swiss keyboardist Nik Bärtsch’s RONIN. It would have been the easiest thing to continue to hang out at the Bijou for Frith’s performance, but at the same time as Drawing Sounds, the American post-punk band Unwound was playing uptown at The Mill and Mine, and The Angelic Brothers, the duo of keyboardist John Medeski and cornetist Kirk Knuffke interpreting the music of Sun Ra, were at the intimate Old City Performing Arts Center. 

I would have other opportunities that weekend to see Frith that weekend, and The Mill and Mine was a long (3/4 of a mile) walk feom the Bijou, so I opted for the Angelic Brothers set at the Old City PAC instead. 

Saturday presented a similar dilemma – Frith’s solo performance at the Knoxville Museum of Art was at the same time (4:00 – 5:00) as Myra Medford’s Fire & Water Quartet (featuring Mary Halvorson, Tomeka Reid, Ingrid Laubrock, and Lesley Mok), and North Mississippi hill-country blues musician Cedric Burnside, although I think the largest crowds were at the majestic Tennessee Theater for Sons of Chipotle (cellist Anssi Karttunen with former Led Zeppelin bassist John Paul Jones). 

I didn’t go to any of those performances, however.  Instead, I attended an earlier set at The Standard by the raucous jazz quartet, Sexmob, and a later performance by jazz poet (for lack of a better description) Aja Monet. In theory, I could have run from The Standard at the end of the Sexmob set (3:45) to catch the beginning of Frith’s performance at 4:00, and if instantaneous transport was somehow possible, from the end of Frith’s performance at 5:00 to the Old City PAC for the start of Monet’s set, also at 5:00. But those are exactly the kind of sacrifices the scheduling at Big Ears demands – you’re constantly making time-distance-speed calculations in your head, while also considering the aesthetic quality of the performances and the probability of ever seeing that artist again.

I did catch Frith’s set with Ikue Mori at The Point on Friday, but to do so I had to speed-walk the one-mile distance to The Point from The Bijou after a set by Brandon Ross’ Phantom Station. It also meant passing on sets by Henry Threadgill’s Zooid, guitar duo Hermanos Gutiérrez, violinist Eyvind Kang with singer Jessika Kenney, and Ringdown, the duet of composer Caroline Shaw and Danni Lee.

But I finally saw Fred Frith and it was worth it.